my life

So I was typing a post about a revelation I had about life, but halfway through the thought I stopped caring and deleted it all.

This is my life.

It was actually about the difficulties of social situations because I'll do something and halfway through, I will just be like wtf what am I doing, I don't care that much, and then I'll make a half-ass attempt to recover and remove myself from the situation.

This is why I am so awkward.